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Jan 18, 2006
I Want You To Want Me

Im here taking exams.  I just finished my last one of the day and my brother cant come and get me...what the fuck...but whatever.....x_x


Posted at 10:12 am by ZeppelingirlZ
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Dec 21, 2005
And I Feel Immortal And I Want To Make You Feel The Same

I'm happy today.  I had a good day and i'm going to have an even better one tomorow.  Tongith i am going shopping with my mom to get my gifts for my friends and stuff.  I'm so nervous about tomorow. I really hope that there is no drama and stuff.  I'm so tired and like ugh....i want to go home sleep for a bit and then go get the gifts for my friends.  I'm only gettings a few certain people gifts the others i am making cups...filled with candy.  Im so excited.  I love christmas.  Its so much fun.  I'm weird so I have fun shopping for gifts for people.  So yea i'm really nervous and happy about tomorow.  It's so cold out and i can barely make it to class x_x i hate walking in the cold.  The sidewalks are still icy and stuff too....ugh... Ne way...i wicked miss my online friend.  I used to talk to them but sum1 got a hold of my passowrd to my old sn and started talking to people.  This person wont talk to me ne more,,they blocked me.....not too happy.  I'm too afraid to talk to them to tell them what was going on.  I miss them...a lot.  I dont want to bring it up after this much time has passed.  I'm just kinda like...wanting to let it go and just say forgeti it....but its eating away at me.  I just miss them and i want them to come back. 

I feel eyelashes on my cheek
And they lacerate my flesh
A pain so good
Put your hand in mine
Never let go
Never wake up 'cause I'm done with promises
I'm taking blood oaths
Feels likes you could kiss my imperfections
My imperfections away
And I would stand
Stand by your side until the sun turns the sky
All the colors I see in your eyes

I'll never need to see the sun again
There's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world
So take me, take my away
Kill me slowly, I'll never be the same

I swear to you, on everything I am
And I dedicare to you all that I have
And I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die

The bite marks on my neck never felt so good
I'm losing control and it's all that I can do
Not to blackout and fall into lust with you
Your kisses infect me
The dark gift is loving you

And I feel immortal and I want to make you feel the same
So stand by me as we immulate
We can burn in each other's arms

 

 

 

 

 


Posted at 01:36 pm by ZeppelingirlZ
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Dec 12, 2005
Intresting, How you Watch The Night And Look Right Through Me...

The play has gone by so fast.  I'm so proud of everyone.  I'm amazed at the work veryone put it... i really cant believe it.  I'm so prou.  It was my last play and the last time i wrote in this thing was my sophmore year.  I'm a senior now.  My friends couldnt mean more...well they could actually...your friends will never exceed your need for them.  I feel right at home when i talk to them...Everything is right with the world and I adore them.  Now for christmas i have to write them each a letter with the gift i am geting them.  I know exactly what to say and each will hae a poetic flow and will say how much they mean to me.  You can never tell someone how much you love them so i am going for it.  You may get tired of eharing it but you have to feel it.  Well I love my friends and I'm happy I am leaving SAINTS soon.  I didnt think I would ever make it this far....


Posted at 01:21 pm by ZeppelingirlZ
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Oct 6, 2004
Take it easy...don't let the sound of your own wheels drive you crazy.....

I haven't updated in a while.  Sry guys lol.  I have been having an ok time.  I'm confused though i am like.......blah!!! Well i really have nothing to write about.... i hate it when that happeneds.  U run out of ideas and it's like.....wtf!!!!! O man i a soo tired.   have mrs. hichazych next...she is really cool.  but i kinda have to log off bcuz the bell is gonna ring in like 5 mins. so bye bye

Posted at 10:16 am by ZeppelingirlZ
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Sep 29, 2004
Close the door toss the key say that you will always be my one and only

I have had a kinda bad today again..........firist i step out of homeroom an fix my skirt then it lifts up neway and then when i got to music class i had to review a lot of stuff an i probably failed a quiz.  I a soo tired of this......i can't do this ne more.  My mother doesn't understand it.  It's like....... i don't fit in at this skool,i can't seem to do well and i everyone is sooo full of shit.  Seriously they are soo fake it's not even funny.  I mean everyone is fake now and then but the way these people are it's friggin rediculous.  Like it's soo hard to belive that everyone goes out drinking and doing drugs over the weekend.  In a public skool i culd def. see that but here?? NO WAY!!!!! It's all bullshit.  These little friggin 12 year old freshmen gettin fucked up over the weekend then bragging about it.  Who does that? It's not like the teacher can't hear this and call ur parents.  People here are soo fake.   Everyone can get like that but it's like get a life!!! That's all i hear about monday morning "o yea i got so fucked up so and so had to help me outside" that's all i hear over my head and these little preppy giggles and people who shake their ass when they walk.  I guess that's kool now though.  I can't take this ne more.......it's getting to be too much.    I can't handle it i just wanna go to JHS!!!!!!!!!!

Posted at 12:11 pm by ZeppelingirlZ
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Sep 13, 2004
So come on and let me know...should i stay or should i go?

OK so today wuz really good kinda.  I dunno.   We got a dress down day and i can right home after school.  I am gonna get my homeowkrm done then i am goin on the comp.  Blah.... It's going to feel great once all my homework is done.  You don't hav eto worry about a thing.  I like that feeling.  Wow i really did have a pretty descent day.....this surprises me. o_0.  i love that smiley face o_0 o_0 o_0 heh.  The bell is going to ring in like 5 mins.........i think.  I have no idea......o well....   i g2g bye bye &hearts;

Posted at 01:56 pm by ZeppelingirlZ
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Sep 9, 2004
However Far Away I Will Always Love You

Blah......... No1 is down stairs and none of the tables are open and i couldn't be more irratable.  This heat is driving me insane and none of my teachers have the fucking brains to go out and  buy a fan for their gad dammed class room. O Sry brother Tom is going to get us a fan and that's about it...........  Isn't this school great??  The kids sucks and so do these computers.  we got an upgrade and yet the still run like they are 5 years old.  I always complain about skool......wut the hell else it there to talk about?? i have choir today......o wait that skool related.  But wutever I'm just so worn out and tired..  I'm sick of people already.  My paretns don't understand that i shuld just go to JHS.  I have friends there i have the best friensd in the whole world there.  Speeking of best friends in the whole entire world......I MISS MY DEMONIC RULER!!!!!  WHERE IS MY DEMONIC RULER OF DOOM????   WTF!!!!!!!!
He has been sick so he hasn't been online and i wanted to talk to him.  **meep**.  This skool need air conditioning we ned it more than we need an upgrade on our computers.  But god forbid we are fucking comfortable for once.........man these sinical assholes who run our skool love to see us suffer.  There is one air conditioner in the library........ BIG FUCKING DEAL WE NEED AC IN OUR CLASSROOMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  GRRRRR Retards..............   i am gonna go bye bye

Posted at 11:52 am by ZeppelingirlZ
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Sep 6, 2004
Breaking the habit........this is it i have changed

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Iím breaking the habit
Tonight

- this all has to stop........i am a new person an if u got to no me then u see. 

Posted at 09:20 pm by ZeppelingirlZ
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Love song and silver and cold

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you -  I dedicate this to all of my friends thank you so much guys (i mean this in a plutonic way)


I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness
And found you, found you on the way
And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold
You, in somber resplendence, I hold

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into...
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one

Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me
As you're longing to sing
So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as I sink

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me

Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn
As they seep... into me, oh, my beautiful one, now

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me)
Your sins into me... oh

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into...
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one


Posted at 09:09 pm by ZeppelingirlZ
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Sep 2, 2004
Is there anybody listening?

I'm in skool an i have like 20 mins for lunch.  I'm wicked tired an i just feel very blah..... I wish i could go to JHS but my mom just won't let me.  I have to get out of here.  There is something that just isn't right about how i feel.  I can already feel the change take place it's soo weird.  I'm not the same person i wuz.....even a few days ago.....i can kinda almost feel the misoury comming over me.  It just feels so strsnge an unnatural for me to b back in skool..... I miss pete more and more everyday. I no he doesn't like me anymore an i'm wicked happy we r friends,he's an awesome kid but i dunno i have to go to my locked so i g2g bye bye

Posted at 11:22 am by ZeppelingirlZ
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